In the 1970s and 80s, a controversy developed in clinical psychology: When memories of early childhood sexual abuse are recovered during counseling, are those memories reliable? If not, that could mean they were somehow planted during the therapy sessions. This issue was much more than academic speculation about how memory works, and what was happening during counseling. Many women undergoing counseling claimed to have recovered repressed memories of sexual abuse during therapy. They proceeded to accuse a family member of ruining their lives, and often they took the accused to court to seek damages.
Consider this scenario: Fran is in counseling. She’s 39, married, and has a couple of kids, ages 12 and 14. She feels unhappy now and then, and has some bouts of anxiety that she just can’t explain. She doesn’t get along well with either of her parents, who live 1,100 miles away. She is fairly satisfied with her job, and things are pretty stable in the marriage, although she feels her husband wants to play golf and hang out with his buddies more than with her. Fran realizes many of her difficulties are things she can work to change, and she decides to see a counselor to get some insight into her problems.
The counseling is going along pretty well. Then, during her fourth session, her therapist asks, “This discomfort with your parents—what do you remember about your childhood? How about your father? Do you remember any specific discomfort you had with him when you were young, say around 5 or 6? Do you recall any episodes where, maybe, he behaved inappropriately toward you—maybe touched you the wrong way, or got you all confused because of the way he treated you?”
Fran responds adamantly, “If you’re asking did my father sexually abuse me in some way, the answer is most definitely no. No way! I have no memory of anything like that, nor do I even remotely believe that such things ever happened.”
The counselor replies, “That’s interesting. Often, when clients have no memory of anything inappropriate between them and a parent, it indicates that something indeed did happen. But the memory is so unpleasant it has been repressed, removed from consciousness. And you’re so sure—the intensity of your response can suggest that some repressive blocks are at work.”
“You mean to tell me that because I can’t remember my father abused me suggests he did?”
“That’s often the case,” the therapist replies. “I think we should at least entertain the possibility and delve more deeply into some of your memories. You might be surprised at what we uncover.”
That week Fran finds herself thinking more and more about some of her childhood memories and wondering, “Hmmm, did he go over the line and I just put it out of my head? Is it possible he’s responsible for my problems?”
Do you find this whole scenario preposterous? You should. Unfortunately, 40 to 50 years ago there were therapists who tried to link psychological conflicts in adults to sexual abuse by a parent when they (the clients) were children, but had no memory of the abuse. Suggestible clients often “bought into” seeing their problems as resulting from parental sexual abuse. (We should note that such therapist behavior was not typical, and is considered unethical by the psychology profession.)
Bought into it? How could this happen? Well, how is it that cult members develop unquestioned allegiance to their leader, or citizens become blindly dependent on an autocratic leader? One answer is that those who are adrift psychologically are vulnerable to messages that comfort them, whether the messages are true or not. In counseling, a lot of psychological mental machinery can be set in motion that can encourage clients to accept interpretations offered by the therapist. Once the possibility of childhood sexual abuse is suggested, the mental seed is planted and a few clients might find themselves thinking, “Hmmm. Maybe there’s something to this. Maybe dad/mom did cross the line. One thing for sure, if it’s true and I confront them, I’ll be a lot better off!”
Claims of recovered memories during counseling led to a lot of research on how memory works. Memories are not like digital files stored on a DVD; memories are more like a river bottom that constantly shifts and changes in response to variations in river currents. Every time you have a new experience, earlier memories can be influenced and modified to fall into line with the new experience. Thus, when you are an adult, your childhood memories are not very accurate.
Research has also shown that false memories of childhood events can be implanted! It appears that about 25% of people are suggestible enough that they can be made to incorporate a non-existent childhood event—getting lost in a store when four-years old, being hospitalized overnight for a high fever, getting too rambunctious at a relative’s wedding and knocking over a table—into their memories and actually come to believe that the event truly happened. Findings like these should make us all pause when we reflect on the validity of our childhood memories.
When an adult suddenly remembers, “Yes, it’s all coming back to me now! I was abused as a child,” we should raise the red flag and be cautious, especially if the memory recovery took place during formal counseling. There are too many factors that could lead the person to accept the memory as real. Under the influence of a therapist, the person could be grasping at straws to gain some closure.
Susan (age 51) is a veteran of counseling, and her comments put things in perspective: “I was sexually abused as a child by a male family member when I was 6, but I sure as hell never forgot it. I’ve heard about this recovered memory stuff but I don’t buy it at all. Anyone who had my experience will never forget it. Sure, like me, they might not tell anyone about it, but if they hide it, they’ll probably end up just as screwed up as I was. I spent decades not only filled with guilt that the whole thing was my fault, but I also became pretty good at covering up the guilt by developing a sense of entitlement: ‘Hey, folks, I was abused so treat me gently; I’m damaged goods and I deserve your sympathy and pity.’ It took me a long time and many hours of therapy to come to the conclusion that the world’s corners were not going to be padded for me, and that I had to take charge of my life.”
“The world’s corners are not padded for me.” If everyone with coping problems accepted that statement, they would be better able to take charge of their lives. It’s not always about you.